Dream of me

TopherXpress: When you get a chance, tell Mei-An I say hi. She was in my dreams last night. It was so real and so intense.

He missed me..
He actually sent me a message via AOL. He wanted to know how I was doing and stuff. A lotta things were on my mind so I just said my obligatory Im fine and What about you?
I never really took the time to even think that he was really missing me. How insensitive of me!

So as a tribute to this fine being who made me feel loved and special for a short but memorable moment in time; I want to insert this sorta poem or what-have-you which I have posted before:

~ I Just Do ~

I dont know what Im feeling.
Im okay awhile ago.
Until now.

Im happy for him.
I really am.
I know he is a loving husband.
I know he is a blissfully contented father.
Im glad he is happy.
I really am.

Its just that I suddenly missed him.
I missed his smile.
I missed his laugh.
I missed feeling appreciated.
I missed being on top of the world.

Maybe its because I envy him.
I envy his happiness.
He found a home.
A wife that loves him.
A kid that adores him.
What we had was short-lived.
But that brief moment was heaven for me.

I have moved on.
I already did.
We are good friends now.
And missing him does not mean I am bitter.
In fact I wish him happiness.
I wish him all the happiness in the world.

I just miss him. End of story..





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I am absolutely brooding!

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Is it placid darkness or just a quiet calm style that sets you apart?

Virtues: Appreciation for deep thought is important, and no, I don't mean "Deep Thoughts" by good ole Jack Handey, though that must be widely loved. Humor-- light and dark-- is a staple, and absolutely necessary is your art. Literature, music; it's all important to your self expression.

Aspirations: There's a wide range of possibilities for any thoughtful person. Especially common would be artistry; writer, painter, composer; even the comedy field could use some help. If you're interested in politics, maybe a professional cynic would suit. ;) I'm sure you'd like to express your views openly (not limited to politics, but thinking in general) as your views of the human race are vast and intricate. Socrates would be proud.

Quirks: The peppy and preppy, the superficial and the artificial.

Factors: What you need is your downtime; peace and quiet. Relaxing with a good book, listening to some music. Thinking is a big factor, be it sophistic or plainly dark.

Future: As you continue to develop your views, self expression is inevitable. An outlet career aligning with your views would be ideal, and you may even enjoy a family to settle down with. Until then, I'm sure you'll develop your studies and talents to their fullest.