Shit happens all the time..

but why does it have to happen to me?!!?

You cant trust anyone..
~ ~ ~
One accident can turn your whole life around..
~ ~ ~
Does telling the truth merit a badge or save your ass?
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Is it actually possible to disappear or have the ground swallow you up and spit you out once the whole hoopla is over?
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I wish it were permissible to kill someone; just like in cartoons and have them up and about the next day; as if nothing happened.
~ ~ ~
I hope selective amnesia could work on someone if you really pray hard enough..
~ ~ ~
I wish a contraption was made to make time fly by sooo fast that Id hardly have time to face some mighty blow thats meant to come my way tonight..
~ ~ ~
Can I just die tonight? Just tonight..or maybe for a week until the whole shit subsides..
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I hate this feeling..



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I also took the test I saw from Knox who got it from Lushlips

Mood Analysis Test

Results for Test Taken Thursday, October 30, 2003

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.

Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Hmmm...this test really hits the spot! Just what I needed today...

The link is: http://www.selfnetwork.com


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I'm a Goddess too! Hahah!


You are a goddess!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

THE BIG QUESTION

Where did I spend my weekend?

Hmm..

I was sick
I was coughing like mad and I had the sniffles.
I was really grouchy and I spent the weekend at home.
I didnt show up for work on Sunday.
I slept. I ate. I watched my fave shows.
I was sick.

~ ~ ~

I went to Baguio.
I took a bus ride with a friend.
I stayed with friends and colleagues.
I got drunk. Puked. And wailed like a baby.
I had a grand time and a throbbing headache.
I went to Baguio.

~ ~ ~

Now choose.

MASTERMIND?

TESTS..puro na lang tests...

MASTERMIND
(Submissive Introvert Abstract Thinker)



Like just 8% of the population you are a MASTERMIND (SIAT). You can be silent and withdrawn, but behind your reserved exterior lies an active mind that allows you to analyze situations and come up with creative, unexpected solutions. Normal people call this "scheming." Don't learn German.

Anyway, your sense of style and originality are your strengths, and people will respect your judgment once they get to know you. If you learn to be a little more personable, you could be a great leader--you've definitely got the "vision" thing down. Just make sure all the plotting you do behind those eyes of yours is healthy.

Famous masterminds in television: Dr. Claw, The Scarecrow and Mrs. King, Montgomery Burns.

Badtrip

Gusto ko sapakin ang sarili ko.
Hindi ako nakakatuwa sa totoo lang.
Bakit ba ako ganito ngayon?

Simpleng desisyon lang di ko magawa..
Dahil ba sa lecheng PMS to?

Hindi naman talaga ako ganito..
Hindi ako fickle-minded..madalang lang.
Pero ngayon parang hirap na hirap akong alamin kung ano talaga ang gusto ko mangyari..

Ganito ba o ganon? Dito ba o doon?
Ang sarap kong sakalin..kainis!

Meron ba jang mabait na sasabihin na lang sakin ang magandang gawin?
O di kaya naman may isang mas mabait na sya na ang babatok sakin?

Haaay..ano ba talaga?!




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I've always wanted to be a hip and cool vampire..must be the countless Anne Rice books I've read back in high school and college.


You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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My name is..

1. Is the name you have now the same name that's on your birth certificate? If not, what's changed?
- No..the name on my birth certificate's Melissa Anne

2. If you could change your name (first, middle and/or last), what would it be?
-I love my name so let's leave it at that

3. Why were you named what you were? (Is there a story behind it? Who specifically was responsible for naming you?)
- my 'rents were a big fan of "Li'l House on the Prairie" and they absolutely loved one of the Melissa characters there.
- then they got 'Anne' from (would you belive it?!) - Saint Anne? Hahah!

4. Are there any names you really hate or love? What are they and why?
- I like Kathryn, Deirdre or Deirdra (got that from one of Anne Rice's books), Belinda (oha! I know someone who has that name but hates it!)
- I hate the name NiNa and MARTHA..'nuff said.

5. Is the analysis of your name at kabalarians.com / triggur.org / astroexpert accurate? How or how isn't it?
- Honestly, I don't give a hoot

Christmas is in the air...

Am I the only one who cringe and have goose bumps every time I hear Christmas songs playing every where I go?

Please tell me Im still normal!

I dread the countdown I see on T.V. and hear on the radio. 63 days to go til.. (63 days my ass!)
Shutting the tv/radio off or ignoring it does prove to give me temporary sanity but to be reminded of the upcoming celebration; is like a recurring childhood trauma I dont want to come face to face with.

Dont get me wrong; I didnt have any harrowing experience in the past to make me cynical about the whole hoopla. The season merely makes me feel like a L-O-S-E-R..thats all.

I am bitter. I have been single for the longest time; I have dated jerks, indecisive and immature prats and still my hand doesnt have another hand to hold or a warm body I can cuddle with if Im cold.

I think or I am trying to make myself believe that there are a lot of people out there having the same dilemma or something much worse; and that alone makes me sleep soundly at night. I am an idealistic person by heart and I believe that there is that special someone lurking the innards of the earth making its journey towards the tower where Im waiting for his beloved smack to awake me and rid the world of false hopes and dreams.


Or maybe I can suggest a motion to ban Christmas songs from getting airplays..Pathetic!


Note: Don't mind me..this whole commotion about Christmas just bugs me.

Surprise Kisser

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Surprise kisser? Bwahaha!
Bottom line is...I like kissing...

any takers? *wink*

Morning Shift

I too am a child of the eternal nocturne
But a change is always welcomed...

A new world...a new atmosphere...

I'm in the morning shift!

I leave the house at around 5am..still dark outside..few people out on the street...

I love walking..

I love listening to music while walking..

I love looking around. Taking all the scene while listening to music..

I love how undisturbed everything looks..

I love how the dawn ends. The way the sun breaks the sky..
How it changes from obscurity and slowly into brightness, which is morning.

That's the finest part, I deem.
That few minutes of tranquility..what I would give to experience that daily..

Like a gap in time when everything's amiss...that few precious moments seem like a slit of sunshine to a lonely abyss..

Make Sense...please!

I knew it! I knew it!

You do make sense.. sometimes.

I don't know if you choose NOT to make sense whenever you're around people.
But there are definitely rare occasions when I get to take a peek and see what's really going on inside that beautiful head o' yours.

Maybe you'd like people to think you're some moron with no sense at all.
Maybe you're really a silent genuis at work.

I really wouldn't know.
That's your game..
and maybe I'll beat you to it someday.

FEELING...

Feeling ko hindi na ako magmamahal ulet..

Ahm..hija, ilang taon ka na ba?

20 years old.

(Taas ang kilay sabay inom sa iced tea) Uhm..wag ka magsalita ng ganyan at bata ka pa.

Muntik ko na shang isubsob sa kinakain nyang pancakes.
Putsa! Pakiramdam ko tuloy parang ang tanda tanda ko na. Gusto ko sana tumawa ng malakas sabay batok sa kanya pero sympre, feel bad sha kaya kunyari concerned ako ng konti..

Feeling nya kase napaka-grabe na ng nararanasan nya ngayon. Feeling nya hindi na sha makakakita ng matinong lalake.

Haay..dumaan din naman ako sa ganung phase. Nagka-problema sa pag-ibig. Hagulgol..hikbi..sabay tingin sa langit. Tinatanong ko pa ang Diyos noon kung bakit ako? Bakit ako ang binigyan nya ng ganung problema.

Ngayon ko lang naisip na mukha pala akong tanga dati. Na lilipas din lahat ng mga problema ko. Mapapalitan ng mga mas mabibigat o di kaya ay mapapabuti ang buhay ko. Hindi ko alam yun dati. Kaya katulad nya..feeling ko din ay magugunaw na ang mundo.

Yung iba siguro saten ganun talaga. Okay lang siguro na umiyak, magwala at ilabas ang sama ng loob at hinanakit pero tulad ng sinasabe ng mga nakakatanda sa atin, lilipas din iyon. Siguro kung iisipin naten na di habang buhay ay iiyak tayo at magiging mahirap ang buhay e hindi tayo masyado magiging apektado ng mga problema.

Haaay..

Feeling ko hindi na ako makakakita ng matinong lalaki para sa akin..

Nangati ulet ang kamay ko na batukan sha.

Tera, iinom na lang naten yan.


Bait kong kaibigan no!?

Daily Musings..

I have been wishing for the work week to be over.
I have been counting the days til I have to shove all my work and head for a one-for-the-road or just fly home and catch up on some zzzsss. I have been sooo lazy this week. To think that I already went on SL last Monday! Hah! What is happening to me?!

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I want to get rid of my camera and perhaps buy a new one.
The people here at the office are camera freaks.

There are actually two reactions whenever someone shouts, PICTURE!!: first group scrambles to get a good position in front of the camera and projects; and the second group scrambles to get a hold of their respective cameras to shoot some pics. I belong to the first one although I do have a camera to boot.
I am soo through that phase that I lug my camera everywhere I go. Every time I attend a party or go out-of-town, I leave my camera at home for one reason: I wanna be included in the pictures! Haha! Sicko!

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I wanted to go to HK this December with Twin and Spinster.
We have actually been planning that trip for so long but I just got a text from Spinster (who is in NY) telling us that he cant coz hes lacking some funds and needs to save up so he could get here by next year. Sucks!
I miss him big time. I consider him my guy best friend and we have a lotta catching up to do. Guess I can just make do with IM and text for now. *sigh *

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These are a couple of songs that has been playing non stop on my WinAmp for two weeks now:

Givin Up on you by Lara Fabian: After all we have been through I can only look at you. Through the eyes you lied to. I’m givin up, givin up on you.

Any Lucky Penny by Nikki Hasman: Dream over me with a tear. Anything it takes to wish me here.

This is my World by Darius Rucker: This is my world. This is who I am. And Im not gonna give up myself to make your life better.

It actually doesnt have any special meaning for me but I happen to love the beat. Maybe someday it will hold something but I happen to enjoy listening to them music so there.

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Come on, let's fall in love..

WTF!
I heard that playing from our Manong Guard's radio and honestly, who is the dickhead that would have enough balls to come up to you and say 'Hey! Come on, let's fall in love!'

That is a lot of bull! If it is that easy to fall in love or have someone fall in love with you then the world would be a much better place to live in!

I am a Sapphire

! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
deep
beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from
the
limelight but often your intelligence puts you in
at the
deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your
beauty is priceless.
You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not big-
headed about it all.
Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as
you can be a bit shy.
Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem
everybody wants to have and learn more about.


?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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WHO AM I?


If I look back to what I was way before, I would hardly recognize myself. I even developed a headache trying to remember who I was, where I went to, who I used to hang out with - its like I didnt exist before. It's like I was swirling in limbo endlessly and then I became what I am now.

A friend suddenly blurted out, "I wish I could be like you, dear..a loner."
That stumped me. I wouldnt call myself a loner. Heck, Im even tagged by others as a party animal! So whats that all about?!

I am a little of both actually. I can be by myself and you wont see me gasping for breath or desperately seeking solace among friends. I can circle the mall and shop all by my sorry self, I can watch a movie alone and I can even dine by myself.

Of course, there are times when I would like to be around friends. I go to parties. I tag along everywhere the party goes. I drink like anyone does. Dance like anyone does. I love laughter. I love the talks that emanate every time there is a gathering.

You can say that I go with what I feel. I can decide to bum around the house or stay out all night for all I care. I dont do things just to please other people. I am good like that.

And that certain time came when I suddenly popped the question - What was I like before?

And thats when I got totally confused. I blacked out =I was clueless. I had no idea what I was like before. I had no identity. Sure I have friends and I even got involved in romantic connections but it all failed and its only now that I realized the reason why - - I didnt know myself back then. I saw my past self circling the horizon not knowing what to do. It was like I was standing still for ages while the whole world evolved into something I hardly recognized.

The break-up with my then boyfriend was what I can call my Awakening. Pathetic, forlorn and hopeless, I was suddenly facing my life as a clean and unsoiled slate. I picked up the bite-size pieces that were my heart and my self-esteem. I inched my way towards self-discovery until finally I gained a respectable job and won a handful of friends.

I love what I have become. I love my mood swings and my idiosyncratic way of looking at life. I love it that I am idealistic. I love it that I can sit still for a long time and not feel the need to move or do something. I love it that I dont need people to make me feel whole.

I love what I have become and I hope I stay this way..or at least transcend to something much better.

I didn't go to work yesterday. Apparently, my colds escalated to unknown heights..I decided to lay my sorry self to bed for the whole evening.

The rest did me a lot of good but I don't know if I'm up for some work later. I need a lotta rest. I have been pushing my self too hard...

Anyway...

1. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
tongson

2. WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU WEARING AND
WHAT COLOR?
None!

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Jam 88.3

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE
NUMBER?
7137

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
corned beef...=P

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD
YOU BE?
Red

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
it's friggin' hot! Thank God for A/Cs!

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Bado. I advised him that I couldn't come to work last night.

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
Height...I love tall men! =P

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU
THIS?
Yep

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
I feel like shit. I need an aspirin..

12. FAVORITE DRINK?
Mango Iced tea! Yummeee!!

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Vodka ICe or Kurrant 7..or beer if I'm sooo drunk and I got nothin else to drink!

14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
Badminton but it's been ages (exaggerating) since I last played...

15. HAIR COLOR?
dark brown

16. EYE COLOR?
brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no way, man!

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
it's my sister's bday today (21 yrs.old)! Hurray! then the youngest's 15...i think...


19. FAVORITE MONTH?
September..dunno why..
and December cuz it's my bday! =D

20. FAVORITE FOOD?
pasta...Yummy!

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Hunted (Tommy Lee Jones)...I did a movie marathon awhile ago..

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
My birthday

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
I'm torpe eh...hahaha! =P

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY
ENDING MOVIES BETTER?
Scary movies...just so I could cuddle up with ahem...*cough*

25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer..beach...sun..water...da best!

26. HUGS OR KISSES?
both! =D

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate!


29. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
That reminds me..I've to buy a new book..

33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER (Also DESKTOP)?
RTS TEam!

34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
dunno..

35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
sleep..zzzzzzzzzzzzz

36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
I've a cold..can't smell anything..*sniff*

37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF
WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
when do i get to sleep again..=D

38. FAVORITE ALBUM TITLE? (JUST THE TITLE,
REGARDLESS OF THE MUSIC)
Divine Discontent

39. EVER BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART?
no comment

40. DO YOU SMOKE? IF YES, PLEASE ELABORATE:
Trying to quit...

41. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY?
impatient...

42. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY?
buhat ng bangko? ahm...

43. HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
Mei-an, Mei, Meme, Isang (only if you're my mom!)

44. WHEN DID YOU LAST "GET SOME?"
I refuse to answer this question! Hahaha!

45. ARE YOU HAPPY?
Like right now? Not really...

46. ARE YOU HORNY?
HA!

Quizzes

Coquette

I am the Coquette The ability to delay satisfaction is the ultimate art of seduction - while waiting, the victim is held in thrall. Coquettes are the grand masters of the game, orchestrating a back-and-forth movement between hope and frustration. They bait with the promise of reward - the hope of physical pleasure, happiness, fame by association, power - all of which, however, proves elusive; yet this only makes their targets pursue them more. Imitate the alternating heat and coolness of the Coquette and you will keep the seduced at your heels. Symbol: The Shadow. It cannot be grasped. Chase your shadow and it will flee; turn your back on it and it will follow you. It is also a person's dark side, the thing that makes them mysterious. After they have given us pleasure, the shadow of withdrawl makes us yearn for their return, much as clouds make us yearn for the sun.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

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Sloth


You are Sloth!
Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going -
and tend not to do anything unless it is
absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around,
watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with
friends, or take part in a sporting event. On
the positive side, you tend to be quite smart,
as you spend a lot of time watching the News
(!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving
your energy, it's right there waiting for you
when it's vitally important to get going.
Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a
while - and perhaps once a week trade watching
TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be
back on track.
However, Congratulations on being the most
intelligent of the 7 deadly sins...


?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??
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Runes

Your Name: Melissa Anne T. Huertas
Your Date of Birth: 12/01/1979
Your Question or Information: What\'s in it for me?

Past Ehwaz - Abrupt changes, moving into new home and environment, travel, swift change in situation.

Present Daeg - Increase and expansion, prosperity, growth, major turning points in life, turning in new directions.

Future Mannaz - Cooperation, teamwork, collaboration, help and aid from others, beginning new projects, especially with others.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

MAHAL ANG PAG-IBIG


Oo nga. Mahal ang pag-ibig.


Hindi nga kameng mga babae ang nanliligaw sa una pero kapag naging mag-kasintahan na, marami-rami din ang mga isinasakripisyo namen.


Una: Sa ayaw nyo’t sa hindi, ang mga babae ang nagdadala ng relasyon.

Ewan ko kung bakit, pero ganun ang madalas nangyayari. Madalang akong makakita ng magkasintahan na ang lalaki ang nagdadala. May makita man ako e matagal na silang isplit o hiwalay na. Pag may nakita kayo sabihin nyo sakin at nang maagaw ko.


Pangalawa: Kame ang taga-alala ng mga importanteng bagay o mga petsa.

Mga anibersaryo o kaarawan, mga dapat gawin at puntahan, kame ang nag-iisip o nagpapa-alala. Para kameng walking calendar kumbaga.


Pangatlo: Responsible din kame na siguraduhing hindi kame mabubuntis.

Sympre pag mag-kasintahan na kayo e may sipingan na nangyayari. Ewan ko lang sa iba.

Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang mga babae lagi ang inaasahang uminom ng pills o magpatingin ng regular sa ob-gyne buwan buwan para magpatingin or magpalinis. E ang mga lalake ano ang ginagawa? Ilalabas lang tapos na.


Hindi naman ako bitter. Pero naisip ko lang na mahirap maging babae. Ang mga lalake isang putol lang tapos na. E kame, bukod sa buwan buwan kameng dinudugo e kame pa ang magluluwal ng mga nilalang sa mundong ito.


Konting appreciation lang siguro ang kailangan namen o mas okay siguro kung mamahalin kame ng lubusan ng aming magiging o kasalukuyang kasintahan.


Bow.

Oktoberfest..


Lecheng Oktoberfest yan, hinigop na ata ng Eastwood lahat ng klaseng tao dun nung Biyernes. Bukod sa pamatay na trapik ang naranasan ng lahat, natalo pa ng Oktoberfest ang Edsa Dos! People from all walks of life, man! Mga naka-barong, mga naka-sando at pambahay. Mga naka-boots, mga naka-tsinelas at nakapaa! Bukod sa trapik ng mga sasakyan, pati trapik ng tao naranasan namen!

Kasama ko yung dati kong ka-opisina. Buti na lang naisipan namen na agahan ang punta. Ewan ko ba kung bakit pinagpilitan kong magpunta dun. Pers taym ko kase magka-day off na tamang tama sa Oktoberfest eh! Andami kong inaya para pumunta dun! Mga dating ka-opisina, pati mga kasama ko sa trabaho dinemonyo kong wag pumasok para pumunta dun!

Maga-alas siyete na ng gabe nag-aabang pa din kame ng taxi sa tapat ng Medico Plaza. Nantutsa, walang masakyan! Alam mo ang nangyari? Naki-hitch kame sa dalawang bebot na malamang naawa samen nung narinig siguro na papunta din kameng Eastwood. Para maniwala kayong sobrang trapik, naging buddy buddy na namen yung manong driver, naki yosi pa nga ng Capri eh! Haaay!!

At last! Nakarating din kame sa Eastwood. Lahat ata ng tao papunta dun. All walks of life, man! Mga taong naka-barong, mga taong naka sando at pambahay, mga taong naka-leather jacket kahit naknakan ng init, mga taong naka-botas, mga taong naka-spartan, mga taong galing ng opisina at mga taong malamang ay naubusan na ng matotoma kaya dumiretso sa Libis.

Hang init sobra! Buti na lang nakahanap kagad kame ng puwesto sa Jacks Loft. Habang ang ibang tao eh hirap na hirap na sa pagtayo at paghanap ng lulugaran. Haha! Tawa lang kame ng mga kasama ko sabay inom ng vodka.

Sinubukan din namen umikot ng mainip kame sa kinauupuan namen. Pagtungtong pa lang namen sa pavement ng eastwood walk ay na-realize namen na mali ang ginawa namen. Puro ulo..puro katawan..pati B.O. siguro ng katabe mo maaamoy mo sa sobrang siksikan ang mga tao! Napa-hiling nga ako na sana matangkad ako para pwede ko sila dagukan o titigan ang mga bunbunan nila habang naglalakad. Ni hindi nga kame nakarating sa kung saan mismo ginanap ang Oktoberfest. Sobrang trapik ng mga tao. Bumigay na kame at naglakad pabalik. We ended up sa Dencios. Nahirapan din kame makakuha ng upuan. Binigyan nga kame ng silya pero naghintay pa kame ng ilang minuto bago kame nabigyan ng salung-puwet. Ready na kame mag-order ng makakain at maiinom ng ngingisi-ngising sinabe ng weyter na hindi na sila kumukuha ng order dahil wala ng stock ang kanilang kitchen! Pakshet! Pakshet talaga! Ano ba naming klaseng lugay yun?! Alam na nga nilang Oktoberfest ay hindi sila nagpa-sobra ng stock ng pagkain at inumin! Grrrhhh!!!

Ang kinalabasan namen Whistlestop sa tapat ng Shangri-la mall. Mejo puno din dun at sigurado akong mga galing Libis din yung mga yun. Kasama ko si First Wife na naging barkada ko sa dating club na pinagtatrabahuhan (joke lang!) at si Enigma na kasalukuyan kong kasama sa trabaho. Kain ng crispy pata..lagok ng inumin..hithit ng yosi..sawsaw ng crispy pata sa toyo na may suka..lagok ulet ng inumin..hithit ng yosi. Madami-dami din kameng napag-usapan. Mga hinanakit sa buhay..problema sa lablayf..problema sa sarili at kung anik-anik. Mejo maga-alas kuwatro na nun kaya naisipan na naming tapusin ang session na iyon.


Pers taym sa motel..

Dahil may aatendan shang training ng mga alas-8 ng umaga at nag-aaya pa yung isang kabarkada namen ng breakfast, naisipan naming wag na lang umuwi..naisipan naming matulog kahit sandali sa..

Motel. Oo, sa motel. Ipinara kame ni Enigma ng taksi at ibinulong kay manong kung san kame dadalhin. Natatawa kame ng kasama ko dahil pareho kameng babae at tiyak na pag-iisipan kame ng hindi maganda ng kung sino mang sasalubong samen sa motel. Pero dahil antongertz na din kame, no choice kung hindi go. May tangang tanong pa nga kame sa drayber ng taksi pagdating dun eh..

"Ahm..manong, ano nang gagawin namen?" Alam ko mukha kameng igno..pero kebs at antok na antok na kame!

"Mam, ahm..uhm..(na-weirduhan ata samen yung mama)..bababa kayo at ahm..matutulog." Ampotah! Muntik na ako tumawa ng malakas. Dali-dali na lang akong lumabas ng taksi.

Pero naman, dun sa kwartong pinagdalhan samen..mga ilang minuto kameng tawa ng tawa ng kasama ko bago kame nakapasok..nakita kase namen yung banyo..at ang shower nya..uhm..SEE THROUGH lang naman! Bwahaha! Naman! Wala akong balak silipan yung kasama ko..pareho kameng may boobs at may ano!

So ang ending, natulog na din kame. Pagka-gising na namen pinroblema kung paano tatakpan yung salamin na yun! Since hindi dumidikit ang kumot o tuwalya..naligo ang isa habang nakatingin sa ibang direksyon ang isa! Riot talaga!

Hindi na ako nakasama sa breakfast nila. Umuwi na ako at miss na miss ko na ang kama ko. Hindi man ako nalasing,nakatungtong naman ako finally sa motel! Bwahah!

HOOKED


Im officially hooked on you and I dont like the feeling.

Its like ever since I discovered you, I cant sit still until I have you.

I now have a hungry look plastered all over my face and I dont like the feeling.


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Please dont make a spectacle of what Im feeling.

Its enough that I blurted it out in the open.

Its enough that I now feel your overwhelming presence every time youre near.



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Its torture because I dont know how to act proper when you are around.

Its torture because all I want to do is be with you.

Its torture because I don’t know if the feeling is mutual.



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You were nothing before.

You were someone who only existed only if I allow it.

You were nothing to me..

until now.

DECEMBER

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous (truly!). Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty (Totoo din. Not my virtues!). Ambitious (yeah..you can say that.). Influential in organizations (mahilig kase ako manggulo!). Fun to be with (opkors! buhat ng bangko! hehe!). Loves to socialize (Inuman na!!!). Loves praises (Uhm...Ahm...sige na nga!). Loves attention. Loves to be loved (oo naman..sino bang ayaw?!). Honest and trustworthy (pramis! you can trust me...). Not pretending (totoong tao daw ako...ehehe). Short tempered (uhm..oo pag nakakapikon na talaga!). Changing personality (moody po ang tawag dun.). Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions (yep!). Loves to joke (pramis!). Good sense of humor (ahem..ahem..). Logical (in other words, may utak ako!)

Sige, enough about me...

I got this from Jynx. Thanks, dear! Why dont you check her site and see what it has to say about your sign.

CIAO!