Thursday, October 30

Shit happens all the time..

but why does it have to happen to me?!!?

You cant trust anyone..
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One accident can turn your whole life around..
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Does telling the truth merit a badge or save your ass?
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Is it actually possible to disappear or have the ground swallow you up and spit you out once the whole hoopla is over?
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I wish it were permissible to kill someone; just like in cartoons and have them up and about the next day; as if nothing happened.
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I hope selective amnesia could work on someone if you really pray hard enough..
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I wish a contraption was made to make time fly by sooo fast that Id hardly have time to face some mighty blow thats meant to come my way tonight..
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Can I just die tonight? Just tonight..or maybe for a week until the whole shit subsides..
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I hate this feeling..



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I also took the test I saw from Knox who got it from Lushlips

Mood Analysis Test

Results for Test Taken Thursday, October 30, 2003

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

At this time you 'need to be needed' and again you 'need to need'. You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have the belief that with the right person you could conquer the world.

Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

Hmmm...this test really hits the spot! Just what I needed today...

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