You know...


Have you ever felt like kissing someone?

Feeling it but tried to ignore it thinking it is nothing?

Then once again you felt it. Its scary because its stronger this time. You managed to compose yourself and not do it.

But like a nightmare, it kept occurring.

You talk to him as if its nothing but all the while youre staring at his lips; wondering how good it will taste.

You act like theres nothing amiss but all the while a barrage of emotions are waging a protest inside your heart; wanting to be let out.

You find it weird because youve always talked, laughed, hung out but its as if you are seeing him in a different light.

What will happen if you kiss him?

Will he kiss you back? Will he hold you softly against his arms after the kiss? Or will you see something else?

Will the deed end a chapter and start another?

As the moment passed, you stare at his back. A lot of what-ifs and what-might-have-beens flooded your conscious self.

You dont want to stir something up. You want things to stay the way they are.

You know you are kidding yourself. You know you are letting your other sane half believe that things will stay still and quiet if you hold back.

You know letting the moment pass by will just be another chapter added to your list of "regrets".

You know that the next time you see him you would want to kick yourself in the a#S for letting the moment pass.

You know that it was the right thing to do. You try and make yourself believe that crap.

You know because you dont want to cause a stir. You want things the way they are now.



You know..

And yet you dont.